I'm sorry...

12/1/2009...wow, monday again...erm, Moody rated me at BBB lo...=p

nothing much to learn today in class, jz half day class oni..after that other groups all went to main office to do their presentation...how about the remaining 3 groups? stay in class and wait til 5pm..do nothing... wasting my life there...damn it.. =.= to be frank, stil in negative condition...but is a small negative number, if compare to last friday i think... 2day i found that, my colleagues all damn positive, they can accept that the things happened, and view it from another angle, i was so shame on myself... why cant i just be like them? is tat the X-factor that they have actually? i think i need 2 do re-adjustment on my mind-set and thinking...

went back home, lay on my bed n fall slept...coz yesterday i got insomnia til 4am, cant sleep well oso...too bad, b4 sleep, my watch spoilt, mirror crack and broke...my fault, careless...it's not expensive, but not a good sign for me..=( is ok, nvm, next time i can work til mid-nite without watch, i wont time myself anymore!!! =)

as normal and usual, i on9...on my MSN, check every mails in yahoo n hotmail...i got shock when i saw 5 mails from YOU 2day! i was wondering wat happen...either is YOU got problem, or u noe my problem... i read the mail, one by one...i heard about all the stories b4, YOU told me last time..some sentences even stick on ur red cardboard now...it's stil store in my mind, but i have ady locked it...coz i tot i wont need them for short term, but i'm wrong... i dunnoe wat 2 say, touching actually...i'm kind of ppl tat dunno how 2 say THANKS when i feel touch...i din cry, stil calm n normal...jz tears dropped oni, it's warm...but stil melted my heart, thus felt abit pain...ya, i prefer that, pain til numb and then will recover automatically...THANK YOU..=) i wanna apologizes, hey YOU, i'm sorry...make u feel guilts and worry...tat's one of the reason tat i don't wan complaint to YOU about the case..u're not slow for the story, jz i dunno tat u will read my blog...SORRY, and thank YOU..

it's 12.30am now... i'm tired... will recharge my energy soon, hope tat i wont suddenly shut down, jz like wat happen to my handphone now... i'm forced to hide? haha...steady, everything will b ok, i still believe, good things come..after bad things go! =)