Recently, read these 4 sentences below, and i felt that it's meaningful to me.. and so how about u?! let's take a look and vote for the NICEst sentence that you like and prefer the most~ ;) As below:
1) Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass... it's about learning to dance in the rain.
2) Never argue with an idiot. They'll drag you down to their level then beat you with experiences.
3) You don't mean anything to me. You mean everything to me.
4) Don't walk in front of me, i may not follow. Don't walk behind me, i may not lead. Just walk beside me and be with me.
1st vote from me, i choose the 2nd sentence follow by the 1st sentences! lolz..;)
what are you waiting for?! please vote and support you favourite sentence!! "Make a CHANGE"~ =p haha...nice day dude!
Friday, October 2, 2009
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
I'll be back~ (^o^)
Hmm..2day, got class again..it's about risk management..i hv promised myself 2 pay 100% attention for whole session! i hide my handphone, jz pencil and note on my table..haha..but i forgot 1 important thing, calculator.. =.= i spent all my energy and tried all my best to absorb as much as possible wat the trainer try 2 explain.. u noe which trainer? is the same trainer who successfully "train" me 2 break my own record, failed all his 4 papers previously..rated at 30 to 40 out of 100~ is ok 1 u noe..i actually dont mind 2 resit for all paper, but i wan 2 find out, whether is my problem, or his problem for the problem statement as above..=p why wan 2 find out? haha, coz last time my lecturer used to call me "exam machine" in univ, how true is it? come, experiment time!
ard 4.30pm, exam start...and result released...i got 70/100...got right for 7 questions, objective questions, but it's not easy, coz the sentences keep on misleading the reader.. =.= altot u understand the concept, still wil got the wrong answer due to tricky phrases...lolz...okla, i admit la, careless again lor.. i failed this paper, coz HR set the benchmarking point of at least 80/100, so no doubt, resit la~ hahaha... i'm happy, coz i know i have tried my best, i try 2 score 80, but seems like fated tat, i need 2 failed his paper~ =p mood turns good, becoz of the test...i know wat happen 2 the previous me, i never put 100% concentrate on doing everything, and then bad things happened.. i start to blame this and blame that, but never blame on myself! ya...should be this factor tat bother me for past few weeks indirectly! i need to fight with IT! i wanna K.O. my laziness!!!
start from 2day onwards, no more pesimistic, no more negative, no more blame, no more comparison!!! must control the "internal factors" in myself... one day, i know i will be on the top! and then.. can revenge!! hahaha...those who treat me badly now, better watch out lo...i guarantee that u will regret, especially the ppl who look down on me! ;) God/Buddha/Allah bless...(*p.q*)
ard 4.30pm, exam start...and result released...i got 70/100...got right for 7 questions, objective questions, but it's not easy, coz the sentences keep on misleading the reader.. =.= altot u understand the concept, still wil got the wrong answer due to tricky phrases...lolz...okla, i admit la, careless again lor.. i failed this paper, coz HR set the benchmarking point of at least 80/100, so no doubt, resit la~ hahaha... i'm happy, coz i know i have tried my best, i try 2 score 80, but seems like fated tat, i need 2 failed his paper~ =p mood turns good, becoz of the test...i know wat happen 2 the previous me, i never put 100% concentrate on doing everything, and then bad things happened.. i start to blame this and blame that, but never blame on myself! ya...should be this factor tat bother me for past few weeks indirectly! i need to fight with IT! i wanna K.O. my laziness!!!
start from 2day onwards, no more pesimistic, no more negative, no more blame, no more comparison!!! must control the "internal factors" in myself... one day, i know i will be on the top! and then.. can revenge!! hahaha...those who treat me badly now, better watch out lo...i guarantee that u will regret, especially the ppl who look down on me! ;) God/Buddha/Allah bless...(*p.q*)
Monday, January 12, 2009
I'm sorry...
12/1/2009...wow, monday again...erm, Moody rated me at BBB lo...=p
nothing much to learn today in class, jz half day class oni..after that other groups all went to main office to do their presentation...how about the remaining 3 groups? stay in class and wait til 5pm..do nothing... wasting my life there...damn it.. =.= to be frank, stil in negative condition...but is a small negative number, if compare to last friday i think... 2day i found that, my colleagues all damn positive, they can accept that the things happened, and view it from another angle, i was so shame on myself... why cant i just be like them? is tat the X-factor that they have actually? i think i need 2 do re-adjustment on my mind-set and thinking...
went back home, lay on my bed n fall slept...coz yesterday i got insomnia til 4am, cant sleep well oso...too bad, b4 sleep, my watch spoilt, mirror crack and broke...my fault, careless...it's not expensive, but not a good sign for me..=( is ok, nvm, next time i can work til mid-nite without watch, i wont time myself anymore!!! =)
as normal and usual, i on9...on my MSN, check every mails in yahoo n hotmail...i got shock when i saw 5 mails from YOU 2day! i was wondering wat happen...either is YOU got problem, or u noe my problem... i read the mail, one by one...i heard about all the stories b4, YOU told me last time..some sentences even stick on ur red cardboard now...it's stil store in my mind, but i have ady locked it...coz i tot i wont need them for short term, but i'm wrong... i dunnoe wat 2 say, touching actually...i'm kind of ppl tat dunno how 2 say THANKS when i feel touch...i din cry, stil calm n normal...jz tears dropped oni, it's warm...but stil melted my heart, thus felt abit pain...ya, i prefer that, pain til numb and then will recover automatically...THANK YOU..=) i wanna apologizes, hey YOU, i'm sorry...make u feel guilts and worry...tat's one of the reason tat i don't wan complaint to YOU about the case..u're not slow for the story, jz i dunno tat u will read my blog...SORRY, and thank YOU..
it's 12.30am now... i'm tired... will recharge my energy soon, hope tat i wont suddenly shut down, jz like wat happen to my handphone now... i'm forced to hide? haha...steady, everything will b ok, i still believe, good things come..after bad things go! =)
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Hi-Tea
yesterday my sis called me when i was stil in learning centre and having the broing class..she asked me whether wanna follow or not..planned to go to Park Royal hotel there Hi-tea wor..coz she get her year end bonus ady, jealous! whole family oso agreed, then i sure must go la~
tis morning, din wake up early oso.. ard 10.30am oni wake up eat maggie mee.. ard 11am went to my 2nd sis house meet v them.. actually my sis plan 2 bring the cute nephew v us 1..but my dad strongly disagree, he said babe too young, jz 1.5mths, later cry tat time very troublesome.. haiz.. wat 2 do? let babe saty at home v his grandma lo...
quite jam on the way we drive there..sumore turn in to wrong road, need 2 make a U-turn again..at last we reach there, restaurant named Chatz..and self-service lo...buffet type Hi-tea.. i ate alot, til now still full!!! my parent, my siblings and bro-in-law eat til wan vommit oso... =p it's a very nice family gathering, we chit chat lor, really enjoy it.. we stay there from 12.15-3.15pm... then my sis paid the bill, she jz applied for the ParkRoyal hotel member last month and got discount, quite cheap ler.. after the 20% discount and rm100 voucher, jz need 2 pay rm155+ for 7 pax! normal price for non-member is rm48++ le... thx my sis for the treat.. she sure pokkai ady~ lolz...
2molo babe Ryan will come back here, hehe... can't wait for it..!! ohya, i sick ady ler...start from this morning, sorethroat and running nose... T.T ady half a year din sick, is time 2 suffer now~ lolz..Buddha bless me lor~ ^^
Friday, December 12, 2008
Frenz VS parent...
hmm..write blog again...these few days got the mood 2 update, so better fully utilize tis good mood! ^^ seriously, i pokkai ady...now jz wait for 22/12...when i get my salary, i will save more..learn from some lesson..haiz...
erm...2day is friday, as usual, test again...i very good oh, got a very stable performance and constant result...40/100 again...it's a test on derivatives, calculation alot, i duno understand at all wat the trainer talking about for these 3 days...as wat i told my frenz, i ady gv up 2 join investment banking~ my malay frenz, Syira, has the same result as mine, coz she follow mine, i felt so sorry to her...lolz...but then she said, if she din follow, mayb worst...haha..=) she is my best frenz in RHB, and my 1st malay frenz in life, serious! from chinese school ma..wat u expect oh~ besides Syira, got another nice gal named Sara, but i cal her Ah Jo la, coz she said her family cal her like tis ma~ another another 2 guy frenz, Joey and Darween...they are nice, serious..Joey altot he keep on crap and talk non-stop, but he is damn funny, when listen 2 his "speech", will feel like wan 2 laugh everytime, my kaki ping-pong oso! Darween, kajang Indian guy, damn big size..haha, but u noe wat, he pakto v his cousin sis, father side 1 tim! oh my god...i got shock when heard tat..then he said, is curi-curi pakto 1, both parent oso duno..but all cousin noe! =.=
u see, my group is a Malaysian group, 3 races oso in! haha...i feel glad 2 have a gang of frenz like tis...and for sure there is other colleagues which are quite nice oso, jz i din mention here coz not tat close to them, but they all damn COOL 1, smoke la..clubbing la..open-minded as well...so hor, the malay there not so malay 1 actually..haha...GOOD! i hate the HR on RHB, but i love my colleagues, we knew each other jz for couple of months, but we r 1 heart in this MAP group~
2nite, went out for dinner v family, my parent, my sis and me...after finish the dinner, we drink the chinese tea and chit-chat...there have been a long time we din chat in tis way..relax and talk...and laugh and get angry when critic on bank services~ lolz... i love this feeling, i hope we can have more chance 2 enjoy such golden time v family... studying and working time, we are busy and stress, no time 2 talk 2 family.. go out early come back late, rest then sleep..then wake up another morning and repeat the same thing... now oni i noe, this is adult life.. which i dun really like it, but i got no choice.. i wan 2 spend my time with my parent, i noe my parent wish so.. mayb i shld cancel all the weekend activities and accompany my parent! ok...MUST try 2 do tat in coming x'mas...!! ^^
actually i got something else 2 wrote here...but then cant recall!!! i FORGOT!!! wat the heck...nvm la, mayb it's not important then i tends 2 delete it from my brain CPU..=p stop here for 2day, enjoy ur weekend ya my dude!! ^o^
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Nothing much..just story~
wow...2day is 10/12/2008 ady...
tis monday, public holiday...i went to greenbox v my secondary school frenz...haha..quite nice actually, coz we laugh at each other when we performed singing..especially the terrible shouting voice when came to the higher key part..normally chorus part la~ haha...i eat n sing at the same time, so no doubt la, look cute for sure! =p i sing indonesian song oso, all my frenz sweating and look at me, told me tat:" ah kim ar..for ur own good la, pls la..quit RHB asap!! u're so malay now!! dun gv me heart-attack pls~" haha..they really giler 1..but i think is a very nice song wat, tat's i wanna share v them la, cant they feel it? =p
after singing session, we dun think like wanna go back immediaty, we shop a while...bought shampoo la..and T-shirt..me and my frenz bought a same T-shirt from Seed..1st time, i have a same shirt v my frenz...except the baju sukan last time in secondary school la~ lolz..=p after shopping...quite tired oso..then plan 2 go back la..on the way to take my car, i found tat i lost my car key!!! suddenly i recall my memory tat, i leave it in the singK room, is Room No.2!!! then me and my frenz faster rush back to the greenbox and ask the waiter there...thx god he kept the key and put it in the special box for good-lost purpose!! finally, i reached my home safety...T.T
ohya...terrible test result again for the classroom training...i oni got 4/10 or 40/100 for the Bond test...haha..i break my own record again, yeah!! i think i got problem la, cant blame the trainer..he's knowledgable, just i cant accept the way he try 2 explain something gua~ lolz..good bless me pls, coming friday got test again, about Futures and Forward and Swap..i really give up la~ let me go pls~ most of my frenz in same class oso cant stand ady...we are dissapointed on wat the HR doing...we are like the puppet, jz follow orders and better keep ur mouth shut!! HATE them...
if i have the chance 2 choose again..i will skip tis la..i rather enter 1 bank or company in any department and do ur job...learn 2 become pro in 1 area, and tat's it! 2 years 2 go...long long journey...i really need 2 find something 2 motivate myself, in order to continue the tough path in the blur future~ =p haha..stop here, long-winded ady..need 2 think of something for my project la, 1 more week need 2 hand-in ady, suck and stuck...=.=!!! i wanna enjoy my coming christmas and holiday!!! ...END...
tis monday, public holiday...i went to greenbox v my secondary school frenz...haha..quite nice actually, coz we laugh at each other when we performed singing..especially the terrible shouting voice when came to the higher key part..normally chorus part la~ haha...i eat n sing at the same time, so no doubt la, look cute for sure! =p i sing indonesian song oso, all my frenz sweating and look at me, told me tat:" ah kim ar..for ur own good la, pls la..quit RHB asap!! u're so malay now!! dun gv me heart-attack pls~" haha..they really giler 1..but i think
after singing session, we dun think like wanna go back immediaty, we shop a while...bought shampoo la..and T-shirt..me and my frenz bought a same T-shirt from Seed..1st time, i have a same shirt v my frenz...except the baju sukan last time in secondary school la~ lolz..=p after shopping...quite tired oso..then plan 2 go back la..on the way to take my car, i found tat i lost my car key!!! suddenly i recall my memory tat, i leave it in the singK room, is Room No.2!!! then me and my frenz faster rush back to the greenbox and ask the waiter there...thx god he kept the key and put it in the special box for good-lost purpose!! finally, i reached my home safety...T.T
ohya...terrible test result again for the classroom training...i oni got 4/10 or 40/100 for the Bond test...haha..i break my own record again, yeah!! i think i got problem la, cant blame the trainer..he's knowledgable, just i cant accept the way he try 2 explain something gua~ lolz..good bless me pls, coming friday got test again, about Futures and Forward and Swap..i really give up la~ let me go pls~ most of my frenz in same class oso cant stand ady...we are dissapointed on wat the HR doing...we are like the puppet, jz follow orders and better keep ur mouth shut!! HATE them...
if i have the chance 2 choose again..i will skip tis la..i rather enter 1 bank or company in any department and do ur job...learn 2 become pro in 1 area, and tat's it! 2 years 2 go...long long journey...i really need 2 find something 2 motivate myself, in order to continue the tough path in the blur future~ =p haha..stop here, long-winded ady..need 2 think of something for my project la, 1 more week need 2 hand-in ady, suck and stuck...=.=!!! i wanna enjoy my coming christmas and holiday!!! ...END...
Thursday, December 4, 2008
I'm something...
well, if u r my fans, u will realise tat actually i deleted all the previous posting ady..why? simple, coz tat time i damn angry then i just delete it lo...
hmm..actually wish 2 do 1 summary article which talking abt my working life..6 mths working life..wow..not easy man..i gone thru all tough time oso..haha..who said lucky ppl will stay lucky forever? tipu la...within 6 mths, i worked for 3 banks...1st UOB, then Hong Leong bank, then now RHB bank...i love Hong Leong bank, coz my life there really enjoy, my boss and colleagues damn nice, willing 2 teach, i really feel touching u noe...=) i wil skip UOB, ppl who know me sure noe why ady, i oso dun wan 2 re-call the terrible experiences there...now stay v RHB, i dunno how long i can stay v them, but i will stil try my best la..again, i wanna stress tat, i hate classroom training...i enjoyed job-attachment in putrajaya branch, seriously, i never felt so busy b4 when i worked 4 the previous banks...i like it...coz at least i noe, i'm something but not nothing..=) malays and my indian senior are good ppl, they are DAMN friendly...they teach everything u wan 2 learn, and everything tat u dun wan 2 learn...haha!! i love 2 count money in branch, altot it's not mine...actually too much money really brings u trouble, so i rather have some only, good enough wat~ ^^
now, this december, go back 2 training center and continue my classroom training...gosh, really kill me...i hate study, seriously...somemore this is heavy exam-oriented training programme...feel like i cant handle it u noe..i dunno whether i'm working or studying...blur blur blur...i got no energy when just sitting in classroom, i rather go 2 branch n continue with the busy business day!! for the previous 4 mths in RHB, i din take any leave oso..no MC as well...good employee huh? i think so lo...hehe...so this december i'm going 2 clear all the remaining leave and enjoy myself 2 max!! oh shit...project hvnt do!! die die die!! 2 weeks time oni...god bless me ba...
recently pokkai ady...money all park to ASW n mutual fund...haiz...haha, quite worry for the coming recession, how we r going 2 survive? wat shares should i pick up and invest in? how 2 use money 2 earn money? wanna find out the opportunities in the bad economy time, it's a good time 2 make sure myself become richer in the future~ ^^ wanna study for 2molo test...I HATE IT! but...i need 2 do so...i need 2 become something tat higher than something...i need 2 proof 2 the ppl tat judge me based on test..i need 2 test my EQ n IQ...i need 2 do many many things...in this 23 yrs old...in this yr 2008...i need 2 become the extraordinary me...named Kim...wish me luck!
hmm..actually wish 2 do 1 summary article which talking abt my working life..6 mths working life..wow..not easy man..i gone thru all tough time oso..haha..who said lucky ppl will stay lucky forever? tipu la...within 6 mths, i worked for 3 banks...1st UOB, then Hong Leong bank, then now RHB bank...i love Hong Leong bank, coz my life there really enjoy, my boss and colleagues damn nice, willing 2 teach, i really feel touching u noe...=) i wil skip UOB, ppl who know me sure noe why ady, i oso dun wan 2 re-call the terrible experiences there...now stay v RHB, i dunno how long i can stay v them, but i will stil try my best la..again, i wanna stress tat, i hate classroom training...i enjoyed job-attachment in putrajaya branch, seriously, i never felt so busy b4 when i worked 4 the previous banks...i like it...coz at least i noe, i'm something but not nothing..=) malays and my indian senior are good ppl, they are DAMN friendly...they teach everything u wan 2 learn, and everything tat u dun wan 2 learn...haha!! i love 2 count money in branch, altot it's not mine...actually too much money really brings u trouble, so i rather have some only, good enough wat~ ^^
now, this december, go back 2 training center and continue my classroom training...gosh, really kill me...i hate study, seriously...somemore this is heavy exam-oriented training programme...feel like i cant handle it u noe..i dunno whether i'm working or studying...blur blur blur...i got no energy when just sitting in classroom, i rather go 2 branch n continue with the busy business day!! for the previous 4 mths in RHB, i din take any leave oso..no MC as well...good employee huh? i think so lo...hehe...so this december i'm going 2 clear all the remaining leave and enjoy myself 2 max!! oh shit...project hvnt do!! die die die!! 2 weeks time oni...god bless me ba...
recently pokkai ady...money all park to ASW n mutual fund...haiz...haha, quite worry for the coming recession, how we r going 2 survive? wat shares should i pick up and invest in? how 2 use money 2 earn money? wanna find out the opportunities in the bad economy time, it's a good time 2 make sure myself become richer in the future~ ^^ wanna study for 2molo test...I HATE IT! but...i need 2 do so...i need 2 become something tat higher than something...i need 2 proof 2 the ppl tat judge me based on test..i need 2 test my EQ n IQ...i need 2 do many many things...in this 23 yrs old...in this yr 2008...i need 2 become the extraordinary me...named Kim...wish me luck!
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